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| Name: b | MY URL: Visit Me |
| My Email: Email Me | Location: new haven |
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I like your page a lot. People with closed minds
really suck, and so do those who only care about
themselves and also the ones who never listen. I live
in a house with 15 drug addicts, and none of them
are nice people. One guy, his name is Frank, well,
he'll be talking in front of a bunch of other guys
just going on and on and on and on and on and
stuff, and everyone's listening to him and stuff, then
someone else will start talking and he'll just tune
them out and start playing with this yellow pit bull
that's fat and cross-eyed that lives here. She's a real
baby, not mean at all, and her name's Kito and
she's spayed but her nipples stick out and they're
big, and when one of the guys takes her for a walk,
people always ask if she's had puppies because she
almost has udders they're so damn big. Frank the
guy who doesn't listen is her owner, but she likes
most of the other guys even though they chase her
all around, up and down all three floors here when
she plays rough or pees on the rug or runs off with
an umbrella. She ran away and got hit by a car a
couple of weeks ago, but she's got a lot of muscles
and when the car hit her she just bounced off it and
fell down into a puddle and got a dent in her
forehead. Frank cried some and when Kito got
back she was in pain but the guys here, they stole
all her pain meds and kept them and ate them
before AA or NA meetings and I'm sure they
didn't tell their sponsors. She's fine now, though,
the dent healed and that vacant and glazed look is
starting to come back.
The room next to mine on the third floor usually
has two guys in it, but they're never the same
because these drug users keep getting kicked out
by our landlord who's bald and old for smoking
crack or dope or shooting dope or shooting coke.
Or drinking or not paying rent or stealing food or
having kids in your bedroom while you're having
sex. There was a guy here named Dan who came
from a rehab or a prison or college or something
and when he first came here he borrowed money all
the time even though he got foodstamps and a bus
pass and a voucher for toothpaste and a haircut.
Well, he never paid any of the money back and he
spent it all on his girlfriend who's pregnant and hair
dye and plus he got his tongue pierced for which he
saved up his dose of methadone. It's not really
funny, but one day he left his sneakers and a
calculator and some change in our bathroom and
this other guy Rich took all of it and threw it out the
window. Like I said, it wasn't really funny but I
laughed anyway because Dan was such a goof plus
he smelled and smoked in his room. He had a
roommate named Todd who was gay, and he also
smoked in the room and kept all the ashes in a big
blue cup on his dresser with the thing of Pam he
used to use to put on his body to make glitter stick
to his chest and legs and stuff. He bounced all his
rent checks and some of the ashes got all over the
floor and his pumps, plus he was so messy there
were crumbs and things all over the red carpet, so
you could really see it, so the landlord said he had
to go. Before either of those two there was a guy
named Preston in there with really long fingernails,
all yellow and curled so you just had to wonder
how he thought he was going to get a job offer after
interviewing without cutting them. All the time he
lived here he never took a shower but still bought
soap and shampoo or and cologne with his state
voucher and he was depressed bipolar disorder but
only swung on one of the poles, and he stayed in
bed all day almost every day and kept cookies
under his bed. He would complain about how short
he was and ask the other guys in the house, you
think I'm attractive, right? And everyone would just
say yeah, but afterwards they'd sit there and scratch
their heads and wonder or smoke cigarettes and
forget all about it. Because he was so short, Preston
said, he needed to carry a gun but all the guns he
had he had to sell for cheap to buy dope, and he
ended up in a shelter with no money, just his
clothes and those toiletries he never used and a
dope habit with no smack. One time after an AA
meeting he was in the parking lot of the church or
wherever and he was trying to get, he said, his 13th
step on with some chick and had his gun down his
drawers. Then, he says, he took his gun out trying
to be more of a man than he is, all little with curly
yellow fingernails and a hand tremor, he took the
gun out and it just went off. Then, he says, people
just scattered everywhere, all around the parking
lot, these alcoholics or drug addicts in recovery are
all used to the sound of gunshots having been
around drugs and alcohol and violence all their
lives and stuff just like you'd figure they'd be, then
they left and eventually they got married and she
had his kid which he never sees and now he hates
kids and the sound of kids crying or even laughing
just makes him cringe and his hands start to twitch,
and it's funny because you can really see it when
he hears a kid and he has a cigarette because his
hands really shake but you can't keep your eyes off
them fingernails.
Not being mean, but seriously everyone here is a
convict except for me so I get left out of
conversations about prison or card games and I
don't know how to light a cigarette using an
electrical outlet plus I don't have any typewriter ink
tatoos or stories about how your toilet in prison is
also your refrigerator. One guy, we call him
Methadone Bob because his name's really Bob and
when he gets his methadone he goes on the nod
and his head bobs up and down. Anyways, when
Bob was in prison he had a heroin snorting habit,
he'd snort it all up in his nose, and when he
couldn't get dope in jail he'd have his girlfriend
smuggle little bags of it under a ring and he'd
pretend to hold her hand while she was visiting,
then he'd make like he was touching his nose and
stick it up in his sinuses and blow it out later in his
cell. He always talks about how right before he got
released this last time, how he got thrown in solitary
by himself naked with a habit but no dope, and he
finished out his time in a crappy little cell with the
lights on all the time with no books or anything.
There's also a guy Jim who lives here and his head
got crushed by a tank when he was younger but he
lived and now he can't remember anything before
1982 plus he couldn't remember if he'd ever seen
The Godfather before, because when I asked him if
he remembered the part about that guy who got
killed in it, he said I Don't Know, which is a weird
answer. His head and face and neck are all sort of
one big scar, all gnarly, and his eyes don't look
right and he goes to a support group for people
with head wounds. He's 39 but really looks
younger despite his head looking the way it does
all scarred, but he says he gets paranoid for no
reason and even though we all get mail delivered to
the house he rents a box at the post office which is
just right down the street.
Not to go on and on about these drug fiends, but
there's this one crackhead who's a short white guy
named Eugene who's older than he looks, probably
35 but the crack warped all his looks and his hair,
he's bald. Eugene makes me laugh but doesn't
mean to because he's always telling unbelievable
stories about himself that you know can't be true,
because just look at him, all little and bald and
sweating. He tells these stories with a straight face
too, and that makes it even funnier like how a
couple nights ago he told me how in college he
went to Brown on an athletic scholarship for
basketball and how when he was younger he had a
52 inch vertical leap, no kidding, they measured it,
and he once broke all the bones in his wrist from
dunking on a guy or dunking over a triple team
even though he's only 5'3" and seeing him you just
can't picture him jumping all that high.
Goddamn, now if I could just stop smoking crack.
| Name: Heather | MY URL: Visit Me |
| My Email: Email Me | Location: greensboro, nc |
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I think you site is great. I'm not a huge fan of his, but it's only because I havent seen many movies featuring him, but what I have seen he's great. I was just wondering if any of you saw him on the 2001 Billboard Awards and saw the speech he gave for the century award. if any of you have that taped, and wouldnt mind sitting down and writing what he said (a pause/play/rewind kinda thing) I would GREATLY appreciate it. I saw the speech but missed the begining. It was an awesome speech. I just need to know what he was saying like, a repeat of it all for something. Email me if you have it, THANKS A BUNCH!!!!!
| Name: anne schroen |
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| Location: berlin |
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there's only one thing i've got to say:
That picture of matt totally naked was the best few seconds my eyes have ever had!
| Name: Beth | MY URL: Visit Me |
| My Email: Email Me | Location: Chicago IL. |
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I thing the the movie Amistad is a great a profound movie
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| Name: JERALDO KIETH BROWN |
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| Location: WLATERBORO ,SC |
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I REALLY ENJOYED THE MOVIE. MY FOND THANKS TO THOSE WHO WENT AND TOOK THE TIME TO SHOW THE REALITY BEHIND IT, IN THE WAY PEOPLE WOULD ONLY BELIEVE IT.
| Name: Katherine | MY URL: Visit Me |
| My Email: Email Me | Location: Russia |
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Hi! Matthew is just so adorable! I love his smile!
Thanks for this great site, I enjoyed looking through all the pictures. By the way, that "dream" picture of naked Mattew...is it real??????? 8-)
| Name: Corinne | MY URL: Visit Me |
| My Email: Email Me | Location: NY |
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I saw Matthew at JFK Airport in New York in January.. It was like 7 am, I'm sitting in the terminal waiting for the driver of my shuttle bus to arrive to take me to Long Island...then Matthew pops out of nowhere and rents a car at one of the booths. He was adorable as usual..even though his hair was way too short for my taste. But needless to say, I was VERY dazed and DAMN confused! It all happened so fast and he left really quickly. But it totally made my day!
| Name: stereograms | MY URL: Visit Me |
| My Email: Email Me | Location: holland |
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stereogram wallpapers!
Stereograms are pics containing a (hidden) 3Dimensional figure. there are about 30 stereograms on my website:
http://www.stereogram.f2s.com
greetings from holland
| Name: chels | MY URL: Visit Me |
| My Email: Email Me | Location: London |
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You don't have any pictures of the scenes in the movie i am dissapointed!