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In the middle of a divorce with a BPD. Seems like my research is too late, too little. There doesn't seem to be any difference I can make in protecting my children. But, I continue on my search for a thread of hope.

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I was in a relationship with a beautiful man for almost 1.5 years. I had no idea what BPD was. I stumbled across it recently in trying to figure out what went wrong. I remember seeing signs of it just a few months after our relationship started, but I had no idea at the time. I remember telling him over and over, I have never felt so loved by anyone in my life. I also remember telling him that nobody had ever made me feel so horrible in my life. How could this come from the same person? I fell deeply in love with this person. He made me feel like a queen in all aspects of my life, nobody had ever done that to me. The good times always made up for the horrible times. He would be a monster to me and then ten minutes later I was up on the pedestal again, in his arms being loved like never before. Anytime I challenged his way of thinking, it happened. Anytime I tried to set a limit or boundary, it happened. I was the evil witch....until he saw me suffer enough, beg his forgiveness...then I was the love of his life again. We have been completely apart for almost a month. I am struggling, struggling to stay strong. I am struggling every single day to not contact him. I have to take it one day at a time. It is the hardest thing I have ever dealt with. I want to be with that person that I fell in love with, that person that made me feel so loved. I recently realized that that person never truely existed. That is really hard to accept. I feel like that person died and I have to move on with my life.

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This letter is a gift. I have been trying to put a letter together for months. It has been a year since the breakup which I brokeoff. It has taken me much counseling to know that I am not the crazy person in all of this, but became very depressed, in the sickness...thinking it was something I was doing wrong. He is still in contact, but plays the same manipualtive games...I pray every night for him..That he will have peace one day. I am not bitter, or angry anylonger...but still healing...I appreciate so much the truth that you wrote about for any of us that have been with a BDP personality. Coming out of the darkness, has taught me alot about myself...Thankyou