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Hi, my 25 year old brother took his life on November 14, 2006. He went into his workplace and shot himself. This is the most devastating thing I have ever experienced. For the first year after his death, I thought I was going to die from heartbreak. I was scarred I was going to end up in the ground beside him. Now I am feeling a little better but life is still just so hard. I am so glad to have found this website. Thank you so much. Kate

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3 years ago today you took yourself away, lets see what has changed...The memories havent they are still here the hurt hasnt that is still here.. life has gone on with out you... Our Daughter has grown she has turned 3 in August...... Your family still arent talking to us.....I still dont have access to your Estate by the time the lawyers fees are payed thanks to your dear ex wife we will get very little..... Tomorrow I turn 38 woopee Happy bithday to me..... I hate this day and I hope that each passing year will get easier ....hopefully one day this day will just pass as for each year that I get older im reminded of that horrible night when I found you... That memory is instilled forever...... I dont feel like celebrating your life not today as tomorrow I'm suppose to be celebrating mine and smilling for our family putting on a happy face for everybody to see..... Yes its up to me to make me happy but Im venting my anger, anger at a selfish act and one that im constantly reminded of at this time of the year.

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The ups and downs of grief continue, i miss my boyfriend more and more as time goes on and i wish everyday i could hold him one last time. Been having a bad couple of weeks and just want support, its so hard to find though. I miss John...your in my heart forever

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Happy Birthday Shaun 35 today....gone but not forgotten lots of love from your Girls xxxx

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My partner (age 23) and father of my 2 children suffered from Mental Illness and suicided in March 2007. I just feel that I didnt know enough about his mental illness, and understand or see the signs. I see them now, but I know more now then I did before about suicide. I just wish I would of known more about his illness. So it is good to see a website dedicated to dealing with mental illness and suicide because my heart still aches and wishes I could of done more for him. I miss him every single day and am blessed to have a part of him in his children. God bless Nicole

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Hello, I have just found your web site (I cannot actually tell you how I have come across it) BUT I SO WISH I had of found it a few months ago when I was in need, my brother of 40 committed suicide recently and sites like this are zip. I wish your web site provider allows this site to come up when you search depression or suicide survivors help sites cause it doesn't. The other things that is amazing is that you are not NSW or Vic cause they have the sites not QLD. thank you anyway I guess it is not too late but would of been helpful when I could sit at my computer and search.

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After reading some of the peoples stories, it has made me realize at least for now, that I cannot die. If not for myself that at least for my family. I don't want them to go through the pain I have just read family memebers go through because of a loved one dieing.

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My father shot himself 16 days ago, aged 63. I am really struggling, and I am so glad this site is available, just to read others' accounts, and know I'm not alone, it helps a little. Do you ever get past the 'whys'?